Faith is the master evil in every religion.
Abandon everything in your mind which does not coincide with your senses while you are continuously checking validity of your current senses with your renewed understanding of the physical ‘real’ world. Most importantly, mind if you have ‘full of curiosity’ which you can feel and see from innocent faces of kids.
Faith comes from the weakest part of yourself. It is fear, fear for pain, sadness, loss, loneliness, emptiness, and eventually death.
Face the truth with curiosity but faith.
You can do it.